waitiing in the darkroom, please open up your eyes
please look past the crying, please look past the lies
i cant take this anymore, ive hurt so many times
and layed awaking just staring, writing down endless lines

a song to end my suffering, a note for freedoms sake
but everything is pointless, everythings so fake
i cant go on like this again, seeing you cry alone
i look at what ive done to you, cant belive how much ive done

im only a child, but where has my playtime gone?
i stripped your soul til you were naked, then danced upon your wrongs
and id take back all those words, but i cant remember how
the only memories i have, is seeing you numb right now

suffering in innocence, i cradled all your secrets
promised that id be there forever, promised that id keep them
i cant take this,  i cant hurt you anymore
your just another toy, that ill disown and throw on the floor

please show me how to care, please someone out there save me
i cant cry anymore, theres to many tears that i have seen
and you fall apart asleep at night, and i lay awake forever
the pain that will never go away, theres no one left for me to bother

all the doors have closed now, and theres no more keys to steal
i just want to know who i am, want to know if ill ever be real